bob me down a river bank

there's a certain feeling i'm experiencing now
and i've felt it before
not often
but it worms its way thru on weaker days
when i'm just too tired to put up a front
and lazy to get my face on
borne out of which fundamental
i'm not quite sure
perhaps boredom, dissatisfaction, uncertainty
with a definite twang of unfulfillment
but the essence of which
i can't isolate
can't grab, hold, capture
or even know for maybe
but its just there, taunting me
like a hollow of empty
encased with all of the above

its times like this
i feel completely and totally
insignificant
in the wider scheme of that thing called
life.

hmm.
could be that i'm just zapped outta all strength
from the most tiring yoga class ever

where oh where has my summer love gone